Thursday, December 31, 2020

Flash back

 It is a good time to flash back what had happened this year. I had continued to advance as required; gaining some new skill on programming, sharpened my skill on pocus and build up some muscle. I had completed the long term care course and acquired the registration qualification.

Yun had gotten into what she wanted and doing well. Xian had decided what he wished in the future and preparing for the path.

We had lost one of our pets; Titi had succumbed to malignancy around spring. Dragoncat is still holding on and hopefully we could keep her longer.

I had upgraded our projector to 4k after Xian won a buying option for PS5 on a lucky draw. For optimal performance, I had replaced our receiver and added 2 speakers onto the roof for Atmos. Well, stunning experience with UHD, but cost me a hand and a leg, good news was I am not looking forward to go to any cinema for movie in the near future.

I had been to the cinema three times in the midst of this pandemic, twice for TENET and once for the movies with the prohibited 3 letter words.

It was a rewarding and memorable year for me…however I reminded myself, not to be over joy as many had lost their life and more had suffered due to the pandemic….

The last day of the year

 Last day of the year and it is freaking cold as the island is stormed by the most severe cool front in 15 years; 12degree C when I climbed out from my warm bed...

I had to sit in front of the desk until 10pm and head back for the count down; it is an easy shift until now; travelling will only start tomorrow as today are still a working day.

The identification of 2 Covid19 cases related to the B117 British strain had shut down the country. Although no massive of local transmission was noted, the local authorities had halted most of the countdown event. Only 2 events are active; a concert going on at the east coast and the countdown around 101 building at T city.

I had several occasion taking swab test with full gear for suspected cases but however none of them came back positive. Although most of the places on the earth had shortened the quarantine period to 10 days, the island had still follow the 14+7 standard(14 days of quarantine with 7 days of strictly mask wearing when you are not alone). Play on the safe side is still the key....

The peace of mind however did not pacify my disturbing soul; I still missed homeland, everything of it, relatives, food….

Homeland had eventually given up on zero cases. We are seeing daily cases of four figure; 100+ ICU cases and 60+ respirator dependent cases. The strategy had apparently shifted to as long as the medical capacity is not overburden by the active cases, we can live with it. Indeed, you will not die if you got infected, but if no job, you are going to die every soon without income…

I had no idea how bad was the condition but some of my relatives were affected, they are still hanging on but would not hold on longer if the condition continues.

How long? It would be at least 8 months to execute a massive immunization and another 6 months to see the effect. So I don’t see any possibility I could step on the blood spilling land for another year...

Few more hours before going off and I had prayed deeply that everything would be the same when I laid my foot on the land again…  

Thursday, December 10, 2020

three for a night

 It was a calm night shift until I expanded my portable army bed preparing for a good night retreat at midnight. Just after the setting up of my bed, I was called to see a patient came in for chest pain. The initial EKG12L had ruled out myocardial infarction and he was treated accordingly. The first round of pain killer combo however  did not resolve the pain and I had ordered an aortagram to rule out aortic dissection.

As I was stepping back into the call room, a police had brought in a patient complaining chest pain. The police claimed that he had run amok around the village and finally calm down after a chase. They had stressed that they did not used force to apprehend the patient. A friend that came in with them had however said that the police had forced him down from the roof. He had added that the patient was his construction co-worker who came from the east side. A relative had introduced the patient to him and had withheld that he had psychiatric disease.

The patient was tachycardic and normotensive. A immediate EKG12L was done and no sign of ischemic change. I had used to accept all the history input even if they were contradicted each other; I presumed that he had sustained trauma and most probably had an injury to his chest as his abdomen was flat and no tenderness was noted.

While preparing him for a CT with enhancement (he was 2nd place in order awaiting the completion of the aortagram), another patient had presented to our ED. The patient was diagnosed as acute myocardial infarction and referred to a hospital up north for intervention as requested by the patient. On enroute, the patient had desaturated and the nursing personnel had decided to stop over at our hospital for further management.

Patient was irritable due to hypoxia and the initial bed-side sonography had revealed poor cardiac contractility and pulmonary edema. I had to intubate him prior to emergency percutaneous coronary intervention. His BP had crushed after the intubation as expected and I had to insert a central line and infuse dopamine to hold him long enough to the cath room.

It was 1+ hour later when I came back to see the trauma patient. He had looked paler and his abdomen had bloated. Apparently he had internal bleeding I had started another round of resuscitation in ED for this trauma patient. As the first patient, he was intubated and central line was inserted plus a load of blood product.

During the resuscitation for the 2 patients, their BP had reached a low of 30mmHg and with aggressive intervention, both of them had made it to the cath room and OR. The traumatic patient had proven to have a splenic rupture later by cat scan.

The other patient was a dud...after concluding three of them, I had managed to sunk into my bed at 5:45am...It was 20 minutes later when the swamp of morning patient rushed in....

It was a exciting night; with only 2 nurses and a aide, I was able to get the appropriate job done despite of the manpower issue. I just don't know how long can I keep myself in this shape to tackle similar scenario...

At my age, I am at the verge of going downhill, learning had become harder for me due to aging; however I thank the great one for his kindness to allow me to go through all this thrill and excitement...

The license path...

 I remembered one of the most important events for high school student back in my days was getting a bike license or driving license. Unfortunately due to financial constrain, I had left for my study abroad without getting any of them.

I got my bike license few months after I entered med school. The local authority had come to our school setting a exam track and tried to pass every student who took the exam.

However I got my driving license after I returned to the homeland just prior to my service with the MOH. I still remembered my solo drive from my house to buy chicken rice at noon after a big sweep in the house before CNY.

Compare to homeland, the local traffic condition is more friendly to bikers and a bike is a more convenient way of transport than car. I had urged Yun to get her bike license when she attained the required age however there was always something going on and she never gotten the chance to go for it.

As we don’t own a bike in the house, we had no way of letting her to practice her skill and prepare for the exam.

I had bought an electric bike for her to learn and however without proper coaching she failed her first test. After a few inquires, I had located a driving school nearby our house and she had signed up for a car and bike course.

The whole journey was eventful; she had  failed undang(over confident without proper studying) and also road test(just couldn’t explained why)….

The best and worst part was an motorbike accident on her first solo ride…a skidded attempt at cornering ended up with multiple wound (BAD!!!!)and good lesson for her to be very cautious later when she go on the road.(GOOOD!!!)

Yun had gotten the bike of her choice later and the electric bike was left to me. The bike was more convenient when we went around the town as parking lot had been less and less nowadays