Saturday, December 31, 2016

Good bye 2016

It is a “nothing to shout” year for me, nothing much had been accomplished but yet it was an exciting year for me. I had done a few road trips which were considered as perilous for me. Thanks to the great one, I had escaped from a few possible medico-legal suits. I had become older but and maybe a little bit wiser…..
The most notable part is that I had not visit the Boleh land for over 1 year. Being home sick and I had been grabbing every opportunity to lay my hand on Dim Sum, Cha Sao Bao and curry. I had even made some Sri Muka few months ago….
I had been lucky as life was tough for most of the people. The extreme weather this year had disturbed the life of many locals, but yet I am freed from the harassment.
I had been home-bound this year, trying not to leave my house. I felt anxious leaving my house. Our 4th floor had become a secret retreat for me and Xian. We shared a good time playing nerf war, challenging each other on SF5, Mortal combat X.
Last month, Ving and I decided to invest on a massage chair and we were amazed by its effect.
However, I know hiding in the house is not my destiny….

20 mins till the end of my shift and I would be joining my family for the countdown after I struggle with the traffic…. 

Thursday, December 15, 2016

5th staff

Our department was joined by another staff 1+ month ago. It was struggle for us having our 5th colleague.
The new staff G is someone I knew. He was a trainee resident (not registered, pending examination) during my days in AT hospital. He had passed his exam and later shifted to north where he completed his training in emergency medicine.
We were desperate to have a 5th staff joining since earlier this year as we could barely cover the 3 person shift during weekend.
The management had a problem with our shifts arrangement after G agreed to join us . They had only approved a 3 person/d setting on only weekend; thence 5 of us will be facing a deficit of 1-2 shifts per month. The management told us to accumulate the deficit and pay the hospital back in February during the Chinese new year period. In other sense, we need to do more shift during the CNY; paying back each shift as holiday shift.
None of us agree with the decision. After a few round of negotiation, the management had finally agreed with our proposal.
The pros ->less night shift(2-3 less/month). The cons, more holiday shift(1-2more/month). But as holiday shifts will be 3 ED/d, the work load will be less.

It had been 1 months since G joined, and I enjoyed the luxury of doing less night calls. But It won't last for long....

Tuesday, November 29, 2016

padan muka (match their face)

It was a bad call, patient coming in on 15min basis. The sleepy bug was chased away by the 2 female patients sent in by the ambulance at 3am. They had ridden a bike and rammed onto a tree along the roadside. The rider was confused and the back seat passenger was alert. The back seat passenger suffered from multiple contusion and abrasion. The rider was however noted swelling of her face with epistaxis and rt ear bleeding. A sign of skull base fracture and I had proceeded with the essential CT scan and other imaging examination. Both of them were nursing student on their way down south for a holiday.
The imaging had revealed a rt maxilla bone fracture with pneumocranium. She was lucky as there was no intracranial hemorrhage.
Unlike the backseat passenger’s parents who came within an hour; the rider’s parent came late. I had presented the backseat passenger (BP) condition to her parent on their arrival. Since they are not residing around our area, they had requested a referral to a medical facility near their residence.
The father had asked my opinion and I told him it would not make any difference as the on call surgeon would review her and make the proper arrangement. The couple had a further discussion and told me that they wish to refer to YT hospital. I overheard their discussion and apparently the father had proudly told the mother that he knew the special assistant to the chairman of the board of the YT group.
YT group was initially a property developer and later venture into education and medical field. They had secured a land near the outskirt of K city. Theme park with shopping facility, university and hospital were built over the area. They had wanted to start a medical faculty but however restricted by the government as the quota of medical student was used up. As the chairman of the board had a good relation with the former president, the university was allowed to set up a special medical class for African student – training them to become qualified doctor. The condition was that the graduates from the class were barred from practicing in Taiwan upon completion of their course.
The “connection-relation” culture is a rooted deeply in the local community; If you have connection with big gun than you should be in good hand. From time to time, there is always some patient/ patient’s relative came to the desk and asked our staff if “who or who/aka Big gun of the hospital ” is around. They is showing off that they know the “big gun”, and they deserve better service. If the big gun is around, they would request the big gun to approach the medical team asking for “special treatment”. Frankly speaking, I hate this kinda of culture; one of the reasons I left my ex-employer.
The girl was sent over to YT hospital later and I had dragged myself to the govt clinic in the land of lion after the hazardous call.
At around 9:30am while I was taking a nap…. My head nurse had called me up and told me that the parents of BP had called up and wanted to speak to me….My heart sunk as I thought I must had missed something; the parents had demanded an explanation.
I called back and the voice of the anxiety mother over the phone pacified my soul; it was nothing to do with me. Apparently the ED physician had referred the case to the plastic surgeon instead of the neurosurgeon. The plastic surgeon on call had told the parents that if they agreed for ops later, the girl would be admitted to his service. If they are not willing to do any surgery for the facial bone, then they should discharge straight from the ED. The parent was in a dilemma and hesitated to do an early surgical decision. They called me to ask me for a second opinion. Well, sometimes the pulling string magic failed, I guess.
Few weeks later, a group was tree was sent to ED in a busy afternoon. The reckless youngster had rammed onto a small van; none of them had fastened their safety belt. The front seat passenger was noted with severe depressed skull bone fracture(closed). But luckily there was no intracranial hemorrhage. The father of the victim was gangster’s honcho type of person. He used strong language and had raised his tone from time to time during the conversation with me. I had called up our neurosurgeon and during the explanation session, the father had expressed his in-confident with our judgment and suggestion. He had asked for a transferred and our neurosurgeon had gladly complied with his decision. After a long period of working together, we had developed a mutual consent about such patient – transfer as the patient wish to avoid further medico-legal issue if the patient’s condition deteriorate.
The father had then raised his tone while telling the other family member that he had known a big gun at the related hospital.
When I told the father that the relevant hospital’s NsICU was full and refused our referral. The father had tried to make some calls and failed to secure a bed. He had then called up another neurosurgeon and passed the phone to me for further explanation. The neurosurgeon after hearing my presentation had however suggested the father to stay back at our hospital for ops as our neurosurgeon was his senior and in his opinion is a well trained and reputable surgeon.
Our of my expectation the father had changed his attitude and acted like a bug wagging his tail and begged our neurosurgeon in his clinic for further management. However, his begging was in vain and later the patient was forced to transfer out to another setting.

The patients and their family’s attitude decide what they get. Somehow, they deserved it…

Sunday, October 23, 2016

Summer trip 3/3 ....2

The camping trip at the Wu Ling Farm was disturbed by on and off shower of rain. As we had arrived late in the afternoon and the sky was covered with heavy cloud. We were lucky to set up our tent before the rain poured. We had a simple dinner- Penne mixed with tomato ketchup and Thai chili sauce. 
I entered dream land after I complete a few rounds of MPQ.
The next day was a hiking trip around the farm. The view was spectacular and hiking at 2500m was still a stress for a plain lander like me.
We had a buffet dinner at the hotel in the farm after the hiking trip. The night was  noisy as it was Friday night and the camp site was flooded with campers. We had a neighbor of campers who had to speak out loudly to declare their presence. I presumed they were city dwellers who were so excited at looking at the green view. I had a good sleep despite of the disturbance but yet had to wake up early to pack our gear as we had to reach YiLan by 2pm. We managed to dry up our tent and hit the road at 10am.  
The rest of the journey and the conference were uneventful. Staying at the Shangri-La hotel for 2 days was considered luxury compare to the camping in the mountain area.
The drive through the snow mountain tunnel was smoother than I thought. I had purposely avoided the overcrowded weekend.
We had stopped at Taipei and paid a visit to a restaurant selling mamak store food. Overall speaking, nothing is up to the standard but for an old dog who is away from home too long…. It is acceptable.

This trip concluded my summer trip.  
I had been camping for the past 5 years and felt that I would cut by the frequency of camping in the future. Like my dad always said, you shouldn't save up on thy lodging, sleep is important during travelling.....

Sunday, September 18, 2016

summer trip 3/3 of 1

The 3rd trip was a highlight of the summer trip as we would be travelling deep in to the central mountain area for a camping trip. The camp site, Wu Ling farm, is manned by the retired veteran organization. It is located at the mid of central east south route. The mountain route was intended to connect the east coast and west coast of the island. The route was famous for its beautiful scenery at the east part and there is a hot spring area along the west part. Part of the route has collapsed during the 921 earth quake in 1999. An attempt to rebuild the road was initiated and the route was currently accessible to the local resident and engineering team.
Wu Ling Farm was situated at the middle of the central east west route. After the route collapsed, reaching the Wu Ling Farm from the southern part of the island was a torment. The usual 250km route had become 370km….There are 2 suggested route, one is to drive across the highest road of the island and the other is drive to the north via the north south highway and enter the mountain side via east coast. The 1st route is 370 km (180km highway, 190km mountain drive), the 2nd route is 360 km highway, 90km mountain drive). The travelling time is similar – 7 hrs non-stop drive.
I had opted to try both, the 1st route to reach the destination and the 2nd route for return.
There were so many things to worry about – the road condition, the weather….
Finally the day had come…however I was exhausted before the start of journey as I had worked a 5 consecutive day shifts. At the end of D5, I was worn off. After I woke up at 6am and loaded Fefe with all the gear, I had to stop for a nap before the journey start. The journey started at 8:30am, 1.5 hours later then the expected time.
We had a smooth drive and reached QingChin at 11:15am. We grabbed some snack at the 7-11 and proceeded with the hike to the highest point of He Huan Mountain. It was rainy and foggy. Fefe choke a little ( the service prior to the drive made the engine run smoother..) after 2500m. It is the karma of turbine power vehicle, especially diesel when cruising up the mountain area. However I did not encountered overheating of the gearbox.  
We passed through the highest point with ease despite the foggy and rainy condition. The track down the hill was better and we reached Li Shan at 1:40pm. We had patronized a local restaurant and continued our journey at 2:30pm.
The last 30km was better and we started erecting our camp at 4pm.
I enjoyed viewing the documentary of Perilous Journey and other live driving documentary which feature driving down the most dangerous route across the world… I had asked myself, do I have the guts to do it ? Well, it would require a reliable vehicle (preferably the Defender) and highly concentrated mind and good driving skill…. Well, I had lost the fantasy years ago when I found that I was slowly being swallowed by the monster of aging. I felt extremely tired after 4 hours of driving , a short nap would be needed most of the time. I had doubt that I could performed any long hour drive.
I considered this drive down the curvy road as one of the perilous roads that I had ever driven. The last one I did was the way up to the Cameron highland telekom tower. Even now, I can still feel the thrill of passing through the narrow passages and negotiating the hairpin corners during the drive.   

The completion of this journey made me more confident of future long hour drive and I am planning for a drive from Kuching to Sri Aman next year…..

Friday, September 16, 2016

2/3 of 2016 summer trip

The Qing Jing trip was a test run for me during this summer holiday. We had planned another trip up to the northeast coast of Taiwan at the mid of August. However I had a shift change and Ving had asked me if we could do a trip up north to Taipei. I gladly complied and we had trip up north at the end of July. The trip was an adventurous one as we had to push off in the evening after Yun and Xian classes. I had done it years ago and the drive was a strenuous one.
The days had come and it was a smooth start. We managed to hit Taipei after 5 hours of drive. We had stopped by Taichung for a quick grab of dinner. I had given up the plan of camping as I knew it would be a tiresome one as Ving and Yun had drafted a long list of place for us to visit.
I had reserved a hotel room near one of our target site. The picking of hotel is not an easy job for me nowadays, it had to fulfill a few requirement :
1.  4 beds room
2.  Car park
It is easy to get a 4 beds room but difficult to get a hotel with car park in Taipei. I was lucky as due to the policy of Mainland; mainland traveler had decreased since the new regime come into power. In the past, hotels were filled with mainlander and now, it is easier to get a room at the mid-range level. The car park was however an uncomfortable one…to get to the B2 level, I had to drive the car into an elevator. It made me very nervous about getting Fefe into a large elevator. However, I still get the job done and finally parked Fefe.
I hit dreamland after a few MPQ round. The next day, we started our tour after breakfast. The first stop was Di Hua market which was within walking distance. At noon, we had changed location to the Wu Fen market. We had taken the MRT and at 3pm. 4 of us could barely walk and we had decided to head back to hotel and continued the rest of the journey with Fefe.
Yun had decided to visit one of the top 10 book store of the world thence we had landed ourselves at the Zhong Xiao Region. Parking was a pain of the axx in that part of the city. It was like parked your car and then take a 500m walk no matter where was the location.
We had come across a Mamak store like restaurant but we gave it a skip as I had wanted to dine in hell one of the dim sum shop.
Well, the food was up to the standard but I was not satisfied as Xian has walloped most of my roasted pork (and it was the last plate available). Maybe next time….
The day ended late in the night as we had toured the only 24hrs book store in this country. Everyone was exhausted and hit dreamland when we returned to the hotel.
The next day was a long drive back home with a brief stop at Ying Ge( famous for its ceramic product).
Taipei was indeed a great city. Most of the residents are dressed stylishly; we looked like bunch of peasants touring the big city. My coat which was hanging peacefully in my closet was worn once only (during the wedding…).

I had chosen the path of a humble life but yet was unable to unlink myself from the high tech world. 

20th Anniversary of Alumni Reunion...

One of my classmates called me 2 months ago and invited me to the 20 – year anniversary reunion gathering. 10 years ago, one of our classmate had initiated the event 1/3 of the classmate was found. I had an invitation 5 years ago for the 15 year anniversary gathering but I had planned our trip back to Malaysia and had to forfeit the invitation. This year, I did not hesitate to accept the invitation as I had no plan for a long trip. I joined the line chat group and found that 70% of our classmate was on it. GSW who opened up family practice in Sri Aman had also decided to come for the reunion. I had volunteered to pick up GSW at the airport. We had a long chat during the drive. He had apparently open up a successful practice there and enjoyed the life of being a general physician. I could sense that he indeed enjoyed his life. I told him that I might visit him on my next visit back home. I had never stepped my foot on the land of Sarawak since my birth. I had planned to visit Kuching, Bako National Park and then to Sri Aman. It would be a 5d4N tour if there is no other arrangement. Renting a car in Kuching is 40 % cheaper than the west Malaysia.
I met other classmates at the reunion. After 20 years of effort, everyone had gained something. We had more than a handful of classmates with PhD added to the end of their names; a few of them had earned full professorship and currently in the power struggle of Deanship in various university.

I praised the great one for arranging my path and leading my way…..

Thursday, July 14, 2016

failed central line...

The technique of inserting a central catheter had been improvised since 20 years ago. I had heard that one of it was utilizing color Doppler to locate the vein before puncture. But as a man of action working in ED, I preferred the traditional way to visualize the anatomy and proceed with the puncture. 90 % of the time, I am par to my standard. But yet, from time to time, I will tripped over by my own shoe lace..
This patient is an elderly male suffered from latent  Tuberculosis. He had presented to our OPD and ED with multiple complaint after starting his medication. However, he was hypotensive on this presentation. He was not tachycardic though. I decided to flush him with fluid via a central line before I start the dopamine drip. The catheterization process gone smooth before the guide wire insertion part; obstruction was noted when the wire was passed beyond the 15cm line. I retracted the wire and reinserted it. Still I faced the obstruction at the 15cm mark. I redrawn the wire and did a blood drawing trial and it was smooth. I proceeded with the wire insertion part (still 15cm..) and inserted the catheter. Everything was smooth and fluid was flushing with no problem…

I grinned when I saw the follow up xray. I ordered a full run of 2000cc of fluid and removal of the catheter after the flushing.

This is the first time, I inserted the catheter into the subclavian vein; I had multiple insertions into the internal jugular vein and I am familiar with the “obstruction” encounter during those insertions. Well, it still serve it function anyway…

Monday, July 11, 2016

1/2 of Summer trip

I had gone for camping trip in the Qing Jing Area earlier this week.  I had planned this trip 2 months ago when I decided to cancel my Malaysia trip for this summer holiday. It was a tough decision for me to cancel the trip back to the Boleh Land but yet I had to give in. Yun and Xian had to attend summer school during July and we had only a window of 8 days to perform the trip which I consider to be inadequate. 

It would be my second time to try out my Coleman Weather Master 10p Tent. We had been to Qingjing few years ago for a brief stop and camped for only 1 night. I had booked a camp site for a 3D2N stay and planned to visit the sheep breeding farm. I had spread the news over the Line camping group and 4 other families had joined our trip.
The most difficult part was the booking. It opened on the 1st of June for booking and I had made 800+ redial in 2 hrs before I got through; it was summer holiday and nothing to shout.
We pushed out early at 8am and reached Puli town at 11am where we stopped for lunch. The trip to the 1750m camp site took us about 40mins. Fefe had problem during the last 10 mins of the climb. Gear jamming was noted, the gear was fixed at 3rd gear and unable to downshift to 2nd gear. It was a protective mechanism of the gear box. I was not surprised that it happened at 1700m during the climb(it only happened at 2900m few years ago). Fefe was loaded with 5 persons (last time it was 4) and a huge load of equipment. We settled at 3:30pm and enjoyed the cool temperature of 20C (vs 35C down south).
There was a 7-11 outside the camp site and the younglings had grabbed every chance to go for a tour. The elders had some cash and were able to buy freely with the younger one looking and fascinating around the store without the supervision of their guardians. I knew the feeling and told them to grab one items of their choice and paid up. Their grin on the face pacified my soul and I had repeated my act several times during that period.
We were lucky as despite of the weather forecast which indicate possible lighting storm in the afternoon; the camp site was dry during that period.
The drive back home was smooth and as usual, I was back to my desk that evening due to shortage of staff.
It was a prep trip for me as we are going to the Wuling Farm for camping next months. It would be a strenuous drive since the Wuling Farm is 120km farther than the QingJing Farm. The 120 km include another climb from 1750 to 3000m above the sea level and descend again to 1400m. The Curvy winding mountain road leading to the destination would cost us 3-4 hrs of drive. I would be sending Fefe for a service before the trip; hopefully with the less weight and service, Fefe will be able to made it through the journey without choking.
Taiwan is a camper friendly country with many camp sites which are safe and well equipped with clean wash room and electricity supply. 
Camping is reminder to Yun and Xian that we do not necessary need to stay in top graded hotel during our travel. I told them that comfort is a relative term and we should enjoy what we had at that specific moment and praise to the great one for the grace.


Monday, June 20, 2016

Cloud in the house

Few weeks ago, Yun had asked me about our internet service; why we still subscript to a fixed line data plan as both Ving and I subscribed to an unlimited 4G data plan?  I explained to her about the need of a fixed line as we are currently running a cloud service in our house. I was using Dropbox for over a period of 2 years and when the compliment data space expired; I was forced to move 100G+ of photo and movie from Ving’s storage to a mobile hard drive. The downloading process took me over 20+ hours… a strenuous process and I decided to host my own cloud service. The searching process was simple, either synlogy or qnap? No much to compare as I had a budget to follow…. There was a promotion going on for the TS231+; although I am not satisfy with the ARM processor, I have to compromise for it.
Installing the machine was simple; but setting it up was a pain. I am not unfamiliar with the port forwarding part and the system was up running in less than 30 min. Everything was ok for the first day but my “cloud” had disappeared on D2. The machine was running but I was unable to locate and logon to it. Rebooting the machine is simple solution but yet the cloud disappeared after a day later. It took me a week to modify the setting and finally I found the culprit – my dlink ip cam recorder DNR 202L…..
The removal of the recorder solved the problem. The rest of the learning process was simple and I am happy with it.
A simple UPS was added later on and as long as the power failure is less than 1 hours, the system is good.
I had wanted to upgrade the fixed line to 300m/100m when I set up my cloud, but I was disappointed when I found out that my area was not eligible for the service. My 100m/30m data plan at that moment was running on a double VDSL line basis instead of optic cable.
When Yun brought up the question, I ran a check over the net and found that an upgrade to 1G/600M was available…..My eye shinned but yet the fee was way out of my budget; the fare was RM400/month and the 500M/250M was RM300/month. I opted for the 300M/100M which cost RM100 less and submitted the application.
The contractor came 3 days ago and the FTTH was installed. The upgrading of the speed was noticeable but I lost the convenient of having a fixed IP. I had to rely on the DDNS service provided by the router.
I later found out that a 100M/50M data plan provided by TMnet cost RM300/month; same price with 1/5 of the speed. No wander when I in law visit me, they were amazed by the surfing speed....
Well, the price of a 100M/50M in Sri Lanka is RM 75(limited to 100G, additional 1G = RM4). Water fish price by TM.
I considered myself lucky, but felt sorrow as I am so far away from home...

Thursday, June 9, 2016

Referral blue

Boss had approached me after my long break. He had related the case that he had encountered 2 days ago during his ward call.
Our neurologist had submitted her resignation 1 month ago and after some serious discussion and compromised; she had agreed to stay with the condition of waiving Sunday ward call. The immediate “lobang” were filled by Boss as usual.
A 7 y/o boy with abdominal pain was admitted to the pediatric service on Saturday. He was seen on the next day where the pain had worsened. Clinically the symptom favor acute appendicitis; but boss had chosen to do a CT for confirmation. The radiologist was consulted for final decision and a report ruling out of acute appendicitis was done. Boss had informed the family about the report but on Monday, when the surgeon saw the kid and CT. He had concluded that he favored acute appendicitis and with the diverted result, the family had asked for transferred to a tertiary facility immediately.
Acute appendicitis had been one of the “notable” diseases in my memory. One of my elder cousin had been mis-diagnosed at the age of 6 and ended up with a long HORIZANTAL laparotomy scar over his belly….
We were told not to jump nor run after meal as it may lead to acute appendicitis( a myth of coz) by our parents during our childhood.
I was cautious with this disease from D1 of my practice. Our new surgeon had wanted a CT scan for confirmation and he had ruled out 10-20 percents of the clinically favored acute appendicitis. He performs appendectomy only during office hour; cases who presented after office hour would be admitted and given parenteral antibiotic and surgery would be delayed to the next morning.
I learnt to differential diagnosis acute appendicitis on CT after his arrival.
I do not blame the radiologist for the report but yet our consultation system is the major culprit.
In the standard version of referral consult, a the relevant physician/surgeon should see the patient personally but yet some of the them do the consultation over phone or via communication app.
We had complaint multiple times regarding the setting and now finally our Boss had it….Hopefully some change will be done in the future..




Tuesday, May 17, 2016

fading specialty....

I encountered a emergency labour case few weeks ago. The patient was a G6P5 , 39 weeker. The husband had rushed her into our ED during a busy Saturday. We had double consultation going on but yet, the initial scenario stunned my nerve. My colleague (a junior cardiovascular surgeon) told me that she had no experience of handling such case. The 2nd event was the meconium stained liquor which was noted on my vaginal examination. The os was fully opened and contraction was regular. Rupture of membrane was noted few hours before their arrival. No pitocin/ergot available was another disturbing fact which should have been corrected a long time ago. While I was worried about how could I take care of both the patients, one of nurse told me that our visiting obstetrician might still be around. She had called up and the obstetrician came to ED and took over the labour. I set up another resus area praying that the kid would be fine after delivery although the quick sonography look revealed the kid’s heart was still pumping.
The baby came up within minutes and I was cheering when the baby was passed over to me….the Apgar score was 9 and I did a suction via endotracheal tube without difficulty….
1 hour later, the mother and baby were on their way to another hospital.
I was lucky the baby did not come out flat, although there were still a few things to complaint about. The visiting obstetrician did not repair the episiotomy wound and he later refuse to issue the birth certificate. I had asked around and found that he had some medico-legal issue earlier and he had given up his practice of obstetric. He is currently attached to our health screening team and doing pap smear only. I had recalled once that I had consulted him about a missed abortion for DnC and he told me that he is a Buddhist and declined the job.
The medico-legal case had scared the hell of out of him; lots of the obstetrician had quit and practice cosmetic medication since the last 10 years.

Well, I am not the lucky one that day….the kiddo was….

Sunday, May 15, 2016

Arcade。。。。

I am not a man of action…not in the gaming world. My reflex is not good and most of the time, I am a watcher rather than player in the world of action gaming. But yet I completed the street fighter round during my college days (in easy mode of coz). The only arcade game that I had completed outside my home is the Warrior of Fate; with a bag of coins…
As Xian grew over the years, he had started to join me in the world of gaming. Lately when we transformed our 4th floor into the entertaining area, Xian had started to show interest in  action game. I introduced him to the world of Street fighter and Mortal Kombat. We got a couple of game from the xbox online store and it took only a  few days for me to realize that I had hit my ceiling. My hand is clumsy and my hand muscle is weak as well…my hand sore after 15 min of play and the successful rate of performing combo and special move reduce to 30%.
There is only one solution but I was reluctant to proceed with it. The struggle is as painful as deciding to get a 60 inch TV or a projector. You know what was the best choice but yet there was  something that refrained me from proceeding.
Finally I gave in and started my search for an arcade stick. As usual, the bottom line of my budget was being raised from time to time as I googled more. My challenge was to get 2 arcade sticks which can be used on xbox360 and PS4.
It was mission impossible initially until I came across the “BROOKS”…. USB adapter which enable inter-usable of arcade sticks between different consoles.
I got a Q4 initially and it work fine on the xbox360. Both of us enjoy it but yet we are still one arcade stick short; the other arcade stick should be a PS4 compatible preferably with touchpad….my hunt continues…
There is a local game shop up north which offer custom made arcade stick, price should be RM200 cheaper but the problem was the long waiting list- > up to 4 months of waiting…
So there were only 2 left on the market for me to choose from, HORI and MAD CATZ. HORI is definitely at the bottom of the list a there is no authorized dealer in this country. MAD CATZ TE2+ was last on the strike list but yet it was out of stock 1 month ago. TE2 was next but I was reluctant to take it as it does not feature the touch pad….
Last week, TE2+ was back on the market and I had ordered one...
2 days ago, Yun saw the parcel and after she knew the price, she had asked me a question, “ what was the key leading to the decision of spending the price of a PS4 on 2 joysticks ?”. The answer was crystal clear for me –“to complete the childhood dream that I had left out…”

I had never had the luxury to play in the arcade center nor own a TV game back in those days; all I could do was to watch. I considered myself a lucky person but again…I envy Xian….

Friday, April 29, 2016

The missing Malaysian...

I had been following the news of a missing Malaysian student(LWS) since 1+ months ago. He was found recently near the east coast and later brought to our ED for an medical review (in our ED) on his way back to the university where he studied.
My colleague L had seen him and he was later interviewed by the media (which he remark was altered and mis-interpreted)
I googled and found some interesting facts…

Facts:
1.  LWS is a international student major in computer engineering studying in FW university. He is currently in his year 2.
2.  He was granted a 1st year tuition fee exemption during his entrance.(international student pay 2x of the tuition fee than oversea Chinese student.)
3.  He is a mature student age 35 who had saved up for 10 years to do his undergraduate course.
4.  He had difficulty in his grades during his first year and had failed 2/3 of his subject this semester. The school is counseling him for a transfer so that he could continue his study here in Taiwan
5.  He had packed up and drawn 30k out of his account (80k) and leaved the campus with his bike.
6.  He had checked into a local hotel further up north with 4 other foreign students few days later.
7.  A call from northern tip of Taiwan was made to the police claiming that he was safe few weeks after his disappearance.
8.  He was found wandering in front of a police station near GuanShan few days ago.
9.  Upon found, he was noted with speech difficulty and claimed that he had lost his memory. (partially and selectively loss of memory was noted- which I think was crxp…)
10.             He refused to communicate verbally. He could only communicate with the police via writing (in English).
11. He is a junior from my high school back in Malaysia.

It was a very sad and dramatic event for the fellow Malaysian. He had tried hard to save up and further his study so that he could have a better and different life. 

Unfortunately it didn’t go smooth as he wishes….

I was a lucky person as I had a smooth studying process and most of the credit should go to my parents who financed my studies despite of their financial condition. I knew the feeling of being a poor student. Keeping up with study is another challenge as I had to face the elite back in my college days.

I think LWS had known about his faith of being expelled or transferred from his study and decided to go for a trip rounding the island before the event occur. This island is a good place to travel...Even the ex-communist premier from the mainland is willing to crawl to Alishan if he is allowed to pay a visit here.
 LWS had taken good look around the island and later needed an excuse to cover his act. Well, he chose the "path of forget" and hopefully he could return to the Boleh land and continue his previous life without an undergraduate diploma. It was cruel and brutal for him after so many years of dreaming.

I had related this story to my kids; I told them that if you have a chance and luxury to study straight after your high school : don’t hesitate and grab the chance. I would support them all the way. Working and doing part time study is not fun at all; they had seen the time and stress I undergone few years ago. But yet I told them to study is a life long process, so enjoy it and don’t hate it …..

Sunday, April 24, 2016

Satun 2015: the trip

The second trip to Satun was unlike the first one; I had become a veteran and thought I knew a lot regarding a medical relief trip. I was caught by surprised when the local mission told me that we would be doing medical check-up in school and villagers apart from my main job of seeing patients. I was not prepared for that and I hate doing medical check-up. No ground to object and I have to comply with the job. With the instrument I brought it should be enough but yet, I need a vision chart….Luckily, I had dug up a couple of the vision chart from their store and downloaded a color blindness checking app from the net.
There were always some problems in each stop for me to tackle; with grace, I was able to overcome those problems.
The lodging was better as the local mission office had rented a house and converted it into a rest house for missioners. As usual, weather was bad; we were hit by downpour from time to time. Food was nice as I enjoyed the local spicy Thai food. I had a chance of visiting an evening market and landed my hand on some local roadside snack. Those food look similar to some counter Malay food, but yet they tasted differently.
I was in a dilemma during the end of the trip as I tried to figure out what is the plan of the great one. It was beyond my wisdom to compile his will but yet, I tried my best to please him. However, I knew it is not the right thing to do; I just need to follow the flow.

I had decided lately that I would sit still and not to participate in any mission this year. I needed a break; to enjoy some fun time with my family or maybe hide myself in the attic doing CQB and playing kungfu game….

Saturday, April 23, 2016

hospital evaluation

We had just been through our hospital evaluation few days ago …
Unlike the past, I was not burden with any responsibility this time. The hospital evaluation was scheduled around at the end of the year, however we were informed that it would be held in April in March. Most of the unit had gone into havoc mode as they are only half prepared for the evaluation. However, our ED which received a 2nd level emergency care certification has to be prepared all the time for any spot check; thence we were good to go anytime. The rest of the staff had been doing overtime for almost 2 weeks during that period. 

The evaluation went smooth anyway….

Friday, April 22, 2016

from VS2008 to VS2015....access to mysql....

About 1 year ago, the vendor of the EMR system of our hospital had come to our hospital for demonstration. They had presented their upgrade plan for our progress note and medical order system(which is currently using the old system I had written with the VB2008). The offer was not an impressive one as no demo program was shown. The management had however requested the vendor to present us with something that look like the system which I had implemented almost 8 years ago. They had asked me if I could provide them with the source code, and I gladly complied. Frank said, I was not a good programmer then, sometimes, it would took me a good couple of hours to understand what I had written in the past. I had however stopped any further development of the program since then. I would make minor modification and correction as per request by my colleague from time to time. At the end of last year, The new triage system was implemented and I needed to upgrade the ED triage program. I decided to upgrade the old VS2008 to VS 2012 as the OS my computer was running  xp. The upgrade did not go smooth and I was force to take a leap to VS2015. After 1 + months of struggle I had finally migrated my program from VS2008 to VS2015 with some info gathered from the net.
At that point, I was quite confident and proceeded with the upgrading of database. I managed to install a mysql server on the qnap NAS in my house. Later the MIS department leader had provided me with an old computer running server2012. I configured a mysql server on it as well and shifted the whole database over to the new home. The effect was stunning as the access time was very fast comparing with the Microsoft Access DB I used in the past.
The MIS leader had however informed me that the hospital had decided not to purchase the new progress note system from our vendor as they were unable to come up with any demo program.
Well, it was a milestone for me as my program now looks like something mature enough to be called a product.
I had finished the nursing record part and will be going to launch next month….

Well, my next step is web based….

Thursday, March 24, 2016

nerf....

I had my first gun set at the age of 4-5, my dad even bought us a cowboy hat. It came with a belt, bullets and a spring fire revolver. 


it looked something like this one..
My brother and I have some real fun during those old days…Safety was my parents major concern and we were told stories about kids playing with toy gun and accidentally shot their eye leading to blindness. My dad often damage the spring or just hide the bullet from us. Well, I am a great fun of shooting game since then although I am not a great aimer myself. 
When I started getting my paycheck, I had been collecting air gun. However, it was not playable in the house as it was far too dangerous. The nerf gun provided another option, but yet it was merely a toy when it was initially launched. I had a few nerf guns when Xian was young but he was not that keen playing with it at that moment.
However our new 4th floor had been our shooting range lately…Xian and me had dug out our old nerf gun since January. All of them are still usable after 2-3 years of being stored. We had tried to fire everyone of it, including the vulcan, stampede, maverick....it was fun but yet it could be better...
I had however googled over the net and found some new edition.  I had gotten myself a slingfire and a sledgefire.
The slingfire is considered a dream gun for a fan of rifleman tv series.. I was 7-8 years old then when RTM(Radio TV Malaysia) aired the series; the main character Lucas used a Winchester model 1892. The pull and load feature easily scorched in my mind; and old gun but could fire with style.


The sledgefire mimic a leveled action shotgun; another classic. The down part is that it only come with 3 shells and is no practically usable in a nerf war…

When Xian returned from Malaysia, I had added a mega centurion, ecs-10 modulus and a rapidstrike cs-18 to my collection.
The mega centurion was a struggle as there were so many negative reviews but yet just can’t help it when you have already owned a longstrike and longshot…
ECS-10 and Rapidstrike were good for CQB run in the house due to their autoloading feature. I had made 12 targets from the wood left over from the renovation. Just scatter them around the 4th floor and volla; Xian and I could enjoy an IPSC like scenario. ECS-10 is better than Rapidstrike as Rapidstrike waste a 18 rounds magazine in 4 secs; lots of reloading needed. It is far more safety using nerf gun than using BB gun when playing in the house.


Playing with a 13 years old child in the house is fun as long as you have the proper tools. Most of the parents I knew don’t share common interest with their kids (minus mobile device of coz). They lost their ties with the kids after primary school and some of them got into trouble later on...
 I picked up what I had left out during my childhood and share it with my kids. It was nice sharing memories with them and it pulled us closer to each other. 

Thursday, March 17, 2016

CNY...

As Yun was staying back for her study (grade 12 -> exam year); I was unable to go back to Malaysia for my CNY this year.
Ving was forced to make the trip with Xian as Xian IC was long due and my mother in law had not been feeling well for the past few months.
Luckily Airasia had started its KHH-KUL route and the passage back to Malaysia was smoother. Xian was excited as he had gotten the chance to visit KLIA2.
Unlike most of my friends, CNY is not an excitement for me as I don’t have many friends to visit during the stay. The only attraction for me in the past was the rainbow raw fish dish….however, the dish was not that special. In the past, a restaurant would pay handsomely to hire a master chef to prepare such dishes; everything was massively produced and the restaurant would just have to mix it….
My shift during the CNY was a tight one as we were down to 3.5 instead of 4 manpower this year. I did 9 calls during the 14 days period and Yun had to put up in the call room during that period. We had a good chat over her future and I felt that she would make a wise choice.
There was this 5 days night market festival during the CNY period in the town where we resided. We had patronized the night market on 4 consecutive nights – nothing to shout but yet the food was quite satisfying.
Xian was bored during the stay as Ving had been busy with my in law’s health problem…
2 weeks seems forever for me and Yun....We were busy with the laundry and meals during the period…the kitchen was in a mess and however we were managed to get it fixed before Ving’s return.

I was rewarded with a can of ubi sambal ….my favorite, it used to be 20cent per pcs(snake for a poor kid) sold by the indian roti bike seller and now the price is rocking high….still, I enjoyed it and taking a small bite of it every few days…

Monday, February 1, 2016

Occupied

l have been lazy and tire for the past few months...
we had made a major decision of "covering the top floor". Unlike the houses back in the boleh land, most of the terrace houses here don't have a tile over the roof but a balcony instead. Our top roof balcony has been leaking during the monsoon season after year2...I had approached the developer and got a disappointed answer - the PU layer was not painted thick and high enough to covered the exterior wall. we would have to remove the tile and repaint the PU layer, which is a major procedure. During the winter period of Y3, I had come across weather shield product by ICI Dulux. I painted it and it had lasted for 3 years without any leak, according to the instruction, repainting every 5 years is warranted. however, it had lasted only 3, but I was satisfied with the effect. The rest of my neighbor just let the leak be as it was minor with water staining over the 3rd floor wall. One of our neighbor had given up and finally build a roof thus adding an addition room on the 4th floor.
This year while I was preparing for the 3rd paint, Ving had suggested that why don't we build it as well. I hesitated but did not reject Ving's suggestion. After some hunting event, the project was initiated. 2 rooms would be added on 4th floor. The building of the exterior wall is simple with steel backbone and covered with alloy board. Simple but ugly..Ving decided to make it a living room like space and we had decided to do some interior renovation. The exterior work took about 1.5 month and ended in November. The interior work took another 3 weeks and the workers had finally evacuated from our house...
We had 2 rooms added and maintained a small balcony. I had done a few wood works myself and it had taken part of my rest time.
I had installed a 100' screen and projector with 3D capability. The effect was stunning; the high pitch voice made by Yun and her classmate proved it while they viewed the Jurassic World...
A big hole in my pocket but worth every penny...
I had a few nerf gun fights with Xian on the 4th floor and it was great...

The thought of getting acquiring a land and build a house had bothered me at the beginning of last year, but there would be no point as in 6 years time as Xian will be leaving for higher studies then. A small extension is suitable at the moment and I think we had made a good decision..